It lurks outside,
Just out of the reaches of my hands,
Yet tangible, real, genuine,
For it is as surely there as the Earth is turning,
Though it won’t leave as the sun arrives.
It wasn't always there,
But once it was,
How could I live without it?
It became a part of me,
For while others recoil from it,
I choose to embrace it.
It drags me down,
I fall into deep, dark pits,
From which there is no return.
Yet my feelings are darker still,
For in a realm of shades,
This darkness is my only light.
Nobody understands,
When I say I’m okay,
Am I really drowning,
If, though I can’t swim up,
I enjoy sinking?
For
It lurks outside,
Just out of the reaches of my hands,
Yet tangible, real, genuine,
For it is as surely there as the Earth is turning,
Though it won’t leave as the sun arrives.
It wasn't always there,
But once it was,
How could I live without it?
It became a part of me,
For while others recoil from it,
I choose to embrace it.
It drags me down,
I fall into deep, dark pits,
From which there is no return.
Yet my feelings are darker still,
For in a realm of shades,
This darkness is my only light.
Nobody understands,
When I say I’m okay,
Am I really drowning,
If, though I can’t swim up,
I enjoy sinking?
For
Hi! I'm blutiga11, a digital artist and a sculptor as well as a writer. Most of my art is based on animals, I learned how to draw them by studying my cat, who was recently sick. His name is Coco and he's a Tonkinese. He's very important to me. If there's something wrong, feel free to note me if you want to talk. I love to help people. Don't take my jokes to seriously, I have a dark and sometimes weird sense of humor that nobody seems to get. I do my best on all my work, please feel free to use constructive criticism. I'm honored to have as many watchers and llama badges as I do, so thanks to everyone who gave me a llama badge and/or watched me! If you give me a llama badge I'll give you one too. I try to be a nice person. If I'm not doing a good job, feel free to let me know. Politely, of course. If you bothered to read this far into it, good for you! I hope you continue to take a look at my art and profile, and feel free to ask me for art. Thanks!
Favourite TV Shows
Sherlock, Doctor Who, Marvel's Agents of SHIELD
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Maroon 5, Imagine Dragons, Coldplay, Fall Out Boy
Favourite Books
Warrior Cats series, The Last Dragon Chronicles, Eragon, Ender's game (Chances are if you've heard of a book, I've read it)